I spent my Friday and Saturday in school doing some filming. Next week I would be back there again painting banners. Yawns.. What a way to spend my hols.. Yes with only 2 more weeks to go.. Sobs.. I haven't gone to the zoo and kbox with ken.. and our so many holiday plans..all not done. However, at least my relationship with him has come to light and is accepted by both of our families. It's a wonderful feeling. I'm starting to ponder about life in his family.. helping out in the kitchen.. learning new dishes!.. shopping with his zehzeh.. going on a overseas trip.. But on the other hand, I feel that I haven't been doing well as a gf to him as compared to the past. He says that it is because our relationship has developed to another stage.. knowing each other better hence some things tend to be forgotten/wouldn't be minded. Even if that's the case, I can't seem to convince myself. I feel that there's definitely some areas I haven't done well. Ken, on the other hand, treats me really very very well.. unlike myself, I do pms sometimes. I always thought I won't have problems treating my bf well as I'm belong to those very giving type of girls.. willing to sacrifice for anything.. But now i realise, I'm not that great afterall.. not very good with my control of emotions.
Also, now that my mum knows about ken (and sings praises of him so frequently), I need to consider her feelings. I have to balance my time well between relationship and family. I hope I am able to strike a balance in that area. Well.. ha seems that I'm worrying too much yah? I believe it will all be fine =) Trust, faith & committment - I remember.

Back to school work, I still have another charity event coming up.. busy busy busy! However amidst those woes, I still gain satisfaction from shopping. Got to check my accounts now..