AHHHHH! it was a great day! everybody came!! so touched la. nv felt so warm b4.

haha e day started quite funny. mi zr jyn yj met at ecp mac....did nothing but sweat...haha e rest met us later....e weather wasnt gd...too hot. hence we decided to go kbox! think we made e right choice. at first i was quite worried tt we couldnt break e ice cos haven met each other for so long. esp marc n zirui. in e end..it all turned out too well! its lyk back to e upper sec days c...
after kbox. went bk for dinner.. so fun =) toook lotsa picz..haha mi sux on cam. dun look gd at all. poor marc kes they all hav to pei mi take again n again until no energy la..haha taking picz can really drain ppl. it was a fantastic day!

not forgetting to add....marc sings v v v v v v v well.. sounds lyk jay chou! im so impressed =) kes v r&b..cool! haha hope can hear them sing again. thx guys for making this outing possible. take care.

i think i should blog bout thurs 26 may 2005.

yep. outing with yx. eric. vin. we went to watch amityville horror. i didnt lyk e feeling after tt. haha. so for e past few nites, i've been sleeping with my parents.dotz. oh haha my bro was v kind. he knew i was scared. so he decided not to close his room door. anythin happens i can call for him. so nice rite.. of cos the. best bro in e world.

after e movie went makan..then go home lo. e day could hav been more exciting if we met earlier. hai..dunno whenz the nx time...

oh ya by rite eric couldnt make it for e outing de le..then vin suggested we meet him for dinner then we go watch movie 1st. wat a nice arrangement rite! haha but in e end..bio make up was cancelled. n there came along yx too. arghh~ hahahahhahaa...
jus kdin la. e outing wouldnt had been crazier...more irritating w/o eric n yx's dualogue. thx guys. i just like e feeling when u ppl are around. familiar. warm. fun.

oh yest was tjco concert. yea its over =) happy tt i can finally concentrate on studies. but on e other hand..sad tt its my last as a performer. unless dhsco comes out w a 40th anniversary concert... e concert was fine la. for e past yr..co wouldnt hav been fun or at least tolerable w/o my great pipa pals! they're rol.kayan.n giant! thanx for everything =)

hey! later im meeting e zhiweiz..wah can't stand it. damn excited la. great bunch of ppl !

for e start of week...its make up lect n tutorias.....nvm i enjoy them anywae. hahaz. oh tues meeting yx jyn belle hm they all..yea~ great. its time tt we update each other bout our lives.
think we'll kboxing...i enjoy singing to e max~

weds im gg to visit my grandma after lect...yea!!!

Some people see things as they are and ask why
Others dream things that never were and ask why not.
What your mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.

so what if victory came by once in a million years.
what matters is e maturity of e human mind and
the spirit that was built upon.
They didnt come by chance.

Don't bother about other's failure or success.
Set your attention on the present moment.
Push fear from your minds.
We are stronger than our fears and more competent than our worries.

Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger,
even though sometimes it is hard to realize this.
For the world was built to develop character, and
we must learn that the setbacks and grief we endure help us in our marching onward.

Not forgetting: The first rule about winning is
“Never, never, underestimate your opponent".

i have co tmr. hmm i mean later.. on a supposedly nice public holiday. 'ciao'..
and im gg to have co from weds onwards. 'siao'.. after im done with tjco nx sat, i promise not to use any vulgarities here k. anywae i believe i won't have anymore 'pissed me off' incidences also.
ok i finally sold 7 tix. great. big stone off my shoulder. if not they're gg to threaten us with our testimonial and get us to pay for e unsold tix. 'ciao' for tt.
i join co cos i lyk music. but now its a responsibility tt i dread. if i dun abide by their game , those ppl will use their favourite weapon ( ya threathen u with wateva crap ). so this is their ultimate aim.. oic..im so impressed. good for them.

- 5 more days to freedom =)

okie got exciting things to post now. dhsco having ji xun cum kang le. its jixun from mon to weds. followed by 3 days kangle. so exciting man. there will be mass games. station games. amazing race. performance etc. so whoever sees this n is interested to help out. pls contact mollie. grab ur jie4 ppl!!

oh my oh my..e wk ended so nice and exciting! i was at e bball match~tj vs hci...it was a good game! quite scary in fact. uncertain whether we could make it. haha anywae yeepie! victory feels great..together with those cheering..tj was so united today! is lyk e happiest event of e yr..counting down to victory was lyk..oh man i can't describe..everyone started hugging cheering.. then ronnie ran round e court with e sch flag and handed e championship trophy to our principal mrs lim...e peak of e event was when mrs lim held up e trophyon behalf of e college...its a dream tt finally come true after 20 yrs! so glad it happened on my yr..im so proud to be part of this thing!
oh ya..and things haven't ended...still got badminton finals nx wk!! not forgetting e vball finals last wk. though we lost..still feels great!

haha anywae today finally realize tt actually tj bball guys quite good looking le....esp no. 5 and 7. haha weijian!! and ronnie!! weijian is so sehhhhh...ronnie is so cooool...and real fast in attack. but they are kinda short..compared to e hci team..oh man was v impressed by e 2 yao mings..haha so talll! played pretty well tooo. oh ya and gabriel no. 10 of hci is soooo cute..haha though short..but hes gd lookin enuf to attract our attention..haha...anywae it was a great day!!

after e match ..haha almost no voice..went vjco concert w carol! haha not bad not bad..e concert was quite interactive fun w nice music! of cos e cheering part was quite corny . oh ya ya..realize kesm quite big size..haha..no la cos he siting beside marr marr n chunming. so look huge in contrast. hee. so funny la when taking photo with him. act cute..ya maybe he should take off his specs. hahaz. aiya missed phototaking session w e zhiweis..anywae it was a great reunion b/w seniors and juniors! wenhui jiajia and xinyan are such funny bunch of juniors! haha not forgetting poor weiwei...whom we kept shouting for during e concert..n minghao when we shouted " minghao! xinyan waiting for you!" dotz... yea its always so nice when it comes to being with dunmanians. =) good nite!

its a terrible wk..
glad tt its over.

i hate to be forced.
now i know why ppl hav suicidal thots
but i think its e stupidest soln to any prob
in fact it leaves ur prob unsolved.
and who are u to take ur own life.

i am very stubborn.
things are losing their primary purpose in life.
music is dead.no pt reviving.
e more u force us. e more i despise u.

heaven gave us this life.
live it well or it will be taken away.
we are running out of time.

haha firstly can't help but say this. DHS is so wonderful this yr! did very well for syf. cos
DHSCO + DHSSB + DHSSE all got gold with honours. hmm not sure bout e dhschoir yet but i believe tt they got gold at least. so fantastic rite? can't stand it, we'll so musically talented.
oh and mj choir got gold too~ hahaz. not sure bout tj one yet.

well well. tjco - gold... its post-syf. feelings? hmm quite normal jus abit weird. hahaz i dunno how to describe..maybe e ppl around me hasnt recovered fr their sadness.

on stage: eh i was a little bit nervous. didnt play da1 mo4 v well. e front parts nv really play loud and precise enough. things got better towards e end. i feel tt our overall performance was ok considering tt this is competition. of cos it wasnt e best.

during e anouncem of results: eh was already expecting tt we're not gonna make it to honours so could take everything quite calmly. seriously feel tt our choice of song isn't v right + lack of unity amongst e sections i.e. music w/o life n passion. maybe there were but not everyone had tt feel. besides e seniors were saying tt we didnt do well at all. ( was kinda demoralizing ) . they said vj was flawless n they were better than HCI. after hearing tt, cant help but feel hopeless but happy since vj so many dhs talents. vj win also not tt bad.

anywae when e judge sort of commented on this CO ( i believe is tj ) whose song was imbalance in a sense tt e djy almost covered e other sections, most of us could sense tt we'll a gone le. n when HCI got honours, we knew it has come to almost an end. low possibility tt they give out 2 honours .. kinda surprised tt hci got it and not vj since my senior said they were flawless. though nv hear them play but believe they were esp after mj told me how vjco felt lyk dhsco earlier. e kind of warmth and sincerity towards music.
anywae e main pt is. e other jc selected for CO presentation is NJCO..oh man i was really shocked hearing this. totally unexpected. was thinking it should be vj if not by stroke of luck maybe us? hahaz. NJ jus pop out of nowhere..seriously want to find out where we have gone wrong. anywae doesnt really matter already. anywae tj only topped once ( dhsco topped all e way since this syf thingy started..haha cant stand it)..should we be expecting so much of ourselves?

after everything. was pondering wat happens if one day dhsco falls from top. refuse to think bout tt but it will come eventually rite? ttk won't always be there. quek? cant really depend on him. he has his own dreams. this is really scary. wateva, most imptly, must foster stronger bonds amongst seniors n juniors~hai im not doing my job well at all. full of guilt.

anywae its all over~ hope everyone is coping fine. e outcome doesnt matter as long we've tried our best. i believe tt everyone on stage, no matter which sch they were from, tried their best so no regrets! hmm this sounds v old fashioned. wat makes me happy bout this syf was being able to perform! n of cos e very funny reunion with dhsco members at SCH. so great seeing them feels lyk e old days. haha then szelang was so amusing. said " hey hey, for a moment vj is our rival k." then kesm was lyk giving us a "COP" look. damn funny la.

In life, big shots are but little shots that keep shooting! take care =)

ahhh can't stand it.takuya is so handsome. esp as a pilot in e show "good luck". hai e show has ended. think its not bad jus tt e romanti parts for shinkai n ogawa were not enough. nvm e show was still great cos there was a shuaige and tts him! ok this term, my new lao gong is takuya. hahaz..ok i shall spend my june holis watchin his shows.hmm they say takuya is 1.63m~? i dun believe la. how can he be at same height as me. ok anywae ya today was syf. finally over! hmm maybe talk bout it another day. yeaz so its back to schwork le~ feels not bad. jus another round of tests then i can start my june holi in advance. hahaz heres e schedule for e term. wk 7 - no tests.cheong tutorial for wk 8. wk 8 - ec n math tests. wk 9 - phy test n spa. wk 10 - ENJOY TO e MAX. june holi wk 1 - chem spa...argh..