hello. just update bout my tuesday another day k. sombody want to kill me.sorry. didnt mean it. really.

Oh im into 小猪 craze recently. I was partly influenced by my bro. btw xiao zhu's album is not bad. quite alot of nice songs. If he's coming sgp, im going to chase him for the fun of my so free & so bored vacation. Anyway he's qt talented, humble and hardworking.So must support him. He's also v 耐看! 100% is nv fun without him.

hello ppl, i've just watched INTIAL D. ok i know im quite lagged. Hey i find it not bad. Jay's role is so Jay anyway. Haha..hmm but he should have trained more so tt he looks more man at the beach. Looks very boy to me. Btw, my bro saw someone with the same tofu '86' car at orchard. color everything + tt "tofu" sign. Isnt it crazy?.. Haha hope i can see it too and take a pic of it.

I was bored today so i drew. Don't know if i was successful. Do you know who i'm trying to draw? Hahaz my bro said its weird. My mum said, " so free ah? help me mop the floor! "  

this is wei ru. Do you think she's pretty? haha. i feel tt she's v attractive and cute.  

yesterday ( sat ) i was at my grandma's house. My auntie told me about some buddhist teachings and i was enlightened! Do you know that we can change our own fate? Yes we can. Though it's kind of unbelievable but it's up to our minds to believe and change for the better. We must never have evil thots like love, hate, greed etc. However it is very difficult to not have these thots. Hence, we need to do good deeds to make up for our flaws, be kind hearted, forgive and forget. Now, things seem clearer to me and i think i know the path i should take. Anyway, doubt many would understand.

Today is a very impt day. It's my sis' birthday!

Yan Yan, Happy birthday to you! sweet 18!

hahaz celeb with you soon k. Btw we should celebrate our 14 yrs of friendship too. Heez

Hey hey, i've got SHOW! Getting quite interested about xiao zhu.It has been yrs since i last bought CDs. Feels gd! And i feel like buying 7 flowers album too cos weiru is so pretty. But i don't feel like parting with my money.That <> album is also very enticing! but i got most of the songs already. Nvm, shall spend e money on other things ba. 

He's 26. He's a LEO. He's 1.81m!  

This neoprint was taken yesterdae at cine after a pathetic lunch at ljs. Hahaz. glad we didnt have to shop for prom. Look at yx.so adorable! Hey u 18 liao hor. hahaz 

ya done with 悲伤恋歌. real 悲 and abit hmmm about the finale. How can let him die??? dumb. Last episode liao still got time to let male lead die... But nvm.. lucky there were many romantic parts to make up for the tragedy. and most imptly..kwon sang woo is so cute handsome charming sweet.. Though he's gg to hit 30 nx yr..but nvm la.haha. Btw he is 1.82m... i admire guys tt are tall.

aiya wat vcd to watch nx...hmm think i`ll watch initial D soon ba. Feel like rewatching LOTR again but i dunwan to watch it alone. so scary. haha. think my cousin has autumn in my heart. dun mind watching tt too.

Its time to slowly start looking for a job. haha.

yea my bro finishes his examz tmr! i mean today in 12 hrs time.

I just came back from NTU. was at my bro's hostel. NTU is so BIG. i think tj is only a small part of a faculty of the uni. and the journey there was so looonng... think a trip to ntu is equivalent to 1 wk trip to tj and back. the uni was qt nice..esp the lecturers' apartments and NIE. Oh n i saw a couple kissing or huggin? by the road. haha. The hostels were qt nice. better than expected. i mean the exterior. hmm but i do not like the feeling of living in hostels cos its so inconvenient. Home still the best.

hee im qt happy today cos i settled a small small part of my shopping list. It has been 6 mths since i last spent. And the first and last thing i bought this yr was my C&K sandals. I feel so kelian. So must reward myself. Today i bought my Olay total effects whitening lotion+ masque and ZA 2-way foundation. Really 赚到.. Seems tt everything was on offer today~ hahaha

Exam makes my skin bad. it is time to repair it. I enjoy using Olay cos it gives a v smooth, non-oily effect. also Keeps ur skin fair and hydrated.It offers UV protection too. I started off with nivea but didnt like the greasy feel and the 'weird' smell. My granny uses Olay. She orders them in dozens. haha. she looks so much younger, having fairer and much tender skin than mine!
Its my first time using ZA. My prev one was some jap brand 'Media' but i didnt like the oily feel though it does give a nice skin color. I hope ZA works well on my skin. okie nx on the shopping list is my manicure set ba. I've thot of the design i want. Just need to wait for my nails to grow and buy those colors. DIY is alot cheaper. think less than 10 bucks will do the job + can redo many times.
Oh Im gg to make my hair soon. hmm but i haven thot of a hairstyle. Guess im most prob getting a short hair + color? haha. I like syz hairstyle. but the color is too havoc. Hmm dunwan spend too much on hair also.
After tt, ive to look for a job so tt i can buy some clothes, make contacts and probably a mp3 player. My discman is gg crazy and i cant live w/o music.
hmm i sound so 爱美，爱花钱. dun be mistaken la. Im v realistic with my spending n jus wanna look more adult.

wooo i've been playing the piano non stop these few days. Figured out 2 songs and recorded them on my phone. I love my piano though its qt old n not v gd liao. It relieves my stress during examz and looking at it makes me happy. In future, my home must have a piano. a grand one. white in colour. tt costs more than 20k i guess. woo..
hmm my guitar is rotting. think i shall go buy the strings n do somethin bt it. figure out how to play 夜曲! playing 夜曲 on the piano lacks some feeling.

Hey ive watched till the nice part of 悲伤恋歌. They are together. finally.. but i think the director will separate them awhile again. I think the story is beautiful. Wanna go korea le.

These few days i`ll be bz watchin my vcds + packing my room. Do some clean up. Polish my piano. Help my mum with some housework. haha and do e cooking with my hello kitty apron. But my mum doesnt seem to enjoy my presence in the kitchen. haha.

Time suddenly slows down for me. It seems tt the day is getting longer. Not tt im bored already. Happy tt i can do many things i like everyday. Of cos still looking forward to this fri when my bro n frenz finish their exams. I cant wait to go kbox with my bro esp. hahaz. oh dun worry. i haven forgotten the 10 pg proposal. but hor i think no need 10 pg. Singapore only got like 2 pg of activities. hee

hey im currently into a korean drama called 悲伤恋歌. you can say its real 悲. nv seen such a pathetic guy b4. the director obviously want to 整 the couple. haha. however i feel tt the plot is nicer than stairway to heaven. Gwon sang woo looks more charming and handsome than in tianguo. So far im halfway thru. really kek until...haha. but still want to watch cos i believe they will end up together. All Korean dramas are alike. they start off with childhood times..then separated..got some 狐狸精 somewhere trying to break them up..then always rubbing shoulders on the streets..down with some dumb illness..
On the whole. i dun think ive got the urge to rewatch this show again. hahaz. but i think its a gd show. considering the scenes..acting skills ..plot..etc
ok back to my vcds.. woo and i cant wait for full house~ hey i think we hav to stay overnite somewhere. muahaha. after full hse...hmm aiya better go search for vcds. the most watch my winter sonata for the 5th time..haha.

hey, im done with my A levels. It feels like i had been in it for yrs though its only 10 days. Seriously.. over the past 2 yrs in college. I dun rmb myself not mugging for long term. 1st 3 mths having fun..then enter tj..june common test..then promos n Yr 2 came and went in a flash.. This is incredible. I think im gg to miss it.

I feel that it is those 2 yrs in tj tt i really study it right n focused. though not tt great results but still can get some sort of 满足感 in some way out of studies. ok u may not understand..hmm im not a v successful person in anyway. I have been to the lowest pt (which i felt was the lousiest times i had ) in life and tried hard to get out of it. I think i did get out..at least some steps away from it. Its really a turning pt i would say. I accepted my flaws and overcome my fear. Rebuild a little confidence..strive for the better..determination. i do tend to enjoy sayin "I will nv give up" though obviously gg to fail haha. ok u may think im nuts. perhaps the failure i met was nothin but it almost killed me. Dun think my frenz will understand la. since they are so successful ppl. Glad that i manage to get into a new phase in life! yea

Of cos..all these wouldnt hav been better w/o pals and teachers helping me along the way.. Im so blessed that i got into tj. though jc life nothing but muggin..but really made a difference somehow. Ive got gd tutors..and my class. though some may say its jus a come-and-go kind of place, but i feel its the best i can get already? I wont say the class is bonded to the max but we managed to get things done together as a class lyk lunching together as 1 gang..lecture together..sports carnival..get class events settled well.. really wan to thank all of my classmates.

As for tt exam i just took. hmm im not expecting anything gd out of it. Its my retribution.. haiya no pt saying.. but im qt happy this time cos i managed my stress well hmm if not better. only slpless for first 2 nites!!!! and i endured my 3 days 7 papers experience!!! im so proud of myself!!! though really felt lyk dying on tues weds..heez
Im not gg to think of the outcome. really qt a heartache..thinkin of those subj most prob gg to flop. well..think shld be no regrets this time le. really mug till the end of the world.. haha cant make anythin better w/o making anythin worse of myself. pareto optimality liao hor. ok so huizhi well done! haha im so biantai.

was chatting with some frenz..realised that we have so different objectives in life. I suddenly feel tt we belong to different worlds.. some already got places in foreign uni..some shortlisted for interviews..how glamourous life they have..no setbacks..everything set well for them. For me..still have to struggle with academic..family probs. Cant say heaven is unfair. Just hav to embrace them. We can emerge as winners of our problems ba. Though sometimes qt demoralising.. but some things are just not meant to be for me. Ive always feel tt im in a race. Some ppl can stroll to their goals but i have to run. even if i ran, still cant seem to catch up. Perhaps heaven wants me to slow down my pace so that i can see what others cant. i really love this phrase :

我习惯用低的角度來看这个世界，站在底层往上看，每往下站一點，看到的世界就大一点，这里面的人就多一点。他们让我看到原本看不到的，了解本來不了解的，透过每一双和我相遇的眼睛，我看到了无数的世界..

jiayou!