today's my best fren bdae...haha ya happy bdae hor..went to her hse..with my not v nice CHEESECAKE..im so sorry..should be fine if its eaten cold...anywae happy bdae k..hope ya happy everyday..smoothsailing in anythin..

ya at sengkang..oh the journey by 87 made me wan to SLP..it was so long..cant imagine how yuanrong can tahan the journey from there to teejay... ya then went the very boring punggol plaza..there was nothin there..haha build to breed mosquito? ended up in compasspt eating dinner n searchin for yans jeanz... hope u can buy 1 u really lyk tmr wor...then dress pretty to ur watever gathering..haha ENJOY urself..

okie hai..its time to start hw serious..

wow! haha finally got SUSILO's signature..thanx to u~ yan. ya my fren was at the singapore open..some badminton tournament...haha of cos i didnt get to see susilo myself..so got this postcard by chance...haha perhaps the autographed national flag was better?
 

没有起伏的情绪
因为你出现后划破平静震撼
我已紧封闭的心冰山河雪在融解
回到初次的相遇
风在吹一个人独自美丽
灰的天空为何没有表情
你的心相遇
就让我爱你 没有了自己
残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地就算生命所剩无几
只要拥抱瞬间的默契
就让我爱你 证明有奇迹
再狂野的心灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
幸福和缘却在一起
过去总是挥不去
再坚强记忆仍像恶梦不醒
我的泪水淌过你的天空
雨下不停心好痛风像画笔
看着我你的容颜尽在风的前头
我的心划出第一次的彩虹
因为你我相信
下一个世纪让我爱你……

hmm need more fashion sense.. 

i think sly will win cos this is a popularity game i guess... 

hmm sly lookin restless...i also quite sian diao at tt time..haha but his fanz were lyk goin on and on...screaming lyk hmm 

taufik.. 

this are the picz taken last fri.sly n tauf came bedok to do some community kind of thingy. quite boring la..they werent v interesting cos its jus autograph sessions..sad rite...community prog need idols to stir up a crowd jus to make everythin a bit more lively...hmm 

oh yea yea..heard olinda is out....hmm...mix feelings...haah quite happy tt slyv is in..was worried at 1st...hmm oli..pity cos she has the voice...perhaps shes too rich le...ppl vote less...anywae since shes so rich..she can still path out her music career wor... while tauf n slyv..think they reallly need the chance... haha so all the way! eh who will win le? i dunno who to support also.. i used to lyk slyv...now equal equal lo..

wah...today godDad move hse...it was crazy...the old hse seems so small..but it took 5 days to move everythin out. today finally all done! haha his room ...10+++ boxes also not enuf... i move till whole body aching... seriously nv seen such crazy hse moving b4.. the garden was mad... needed lorries n crane somemore.. haha it was an eye opener.. using cranes to uproot the trees! wah dunno y dad still wan his forest gdn..ok luckily the massive aquarium dunwan le...

ok today fine...cos the rented hse was jus few doors away... cant imagine when we move into the new hse... how many cranes n lorries we need! ok tts a yr later...haha keep the nitemare behind 1st..

lookin at the things moved....haha feels gd being single wor...nobody cares wat u buy...money ever flowing in...huge hse chio car..being top of the world..seh!

currently watchin MARs..zaizai has grown up to be a man.. hes really sweet n charming in the show..but the girl lead abit sad la..haha..great show =) 

i would say ezco is over..hmm perhaps not with the word "finally".. kinda weird feelin so free today. usually i would be running here n there from the k-room to visitor lounge...hopin tt the kids would be well behaved..haha esp the zr gals..abit havoc le.. of cos not forgetting the no. cups of drinks ive served... hai.. anywae ya dunno when can work with fellow zhiweis and my lovely juniors again.. haha...kelv is really nice person.. v responsible..yea our gd tuanzhang! he should jus smile more when takin picz...haha..this batch the zhiweis not bad la.. vinc is as crazy as b4...hmm the xyz ppl abit closed up.. feels lyk the zhiwei is somehow divided. haha jonathan is great too =) he's alwas laffin uncontrollably over lang's joke... perhaps he arent used to them..haha ...anywae he's really a calm person..nv loses his cool..helped me alot during the concert.. quite seh during performance.. not bad la..haiya..dunhav his pic! =)

ok here are some snapshots.. kaixiang is weirdo lo..quite expressionless during phototakin..haha except the extreme one...so scary.. haha.. ok jy is so happy over her shots with him..too bad cant post here =) highly confidential..

hmm dunno how to post picz here..figure out another day ba

ok finally it is the end of the 5-day ezco training camp..it's a tiring wk...for mon & tues...right after dongqu. had to rush home then to chalet.. was so tired that i didnt get to enjoy the chalet well enough! mostly dozing off during mahjong sessions..slpin most of the time when ppl cheong thru the nite with the playstation n daidees bridges..argh.. jus lyk 2 yrs ago..class chalet alwas clash with dongqu.. anywae its over.. did enjoy somehow cos its alwas fun with cg13 =)

ok back to the camp...for the 5 days, i was doing the same thing again and again..with some surprises here and there. first thing in the morning, get the kids settled in their rooms ... mark attendance...get ready their lunches and breaks.. make sure everythin runs smooth.. walking here and there! tt was tiring... esp moving the chairs and guzhengs back to their respective rooms today..FREAKIN out le..my back aches.. and of cos not forgetting my yueqi job.. argh.. sian! cant wait for sunday to come and go. though it should be fun workin with familiar faces.. but its still gg to be tiring day..cos we alwas hav to bao ka liao all the crook jobs.. shifting instrus..blarblar

enuf of grumbling.. anywae the dongqu kids are quite nice.. quite happy being with them..so qing1qie4 lidat..haha apparently this time, mj wasnt tt appealing wor.. no lah.. kdin. but my pipa kids did make some crook comments bout him.haha wan to know? anywae.. xu kai xiang seems to hav growth no much taller...quite dao...did see some erxin ap ppl.. kes seems more sociable nowadays..ttk looks older and balder...hai. time really flies..haha ..overall ya quite alrite... jus tt w/o ll ..jy has to double up her workload.. so it has been hard on her. jy thx for ya help k..xin ku ni le.. then i think im gettin rusty..not v shun shou w those instru jobs..so kinda inefficient..paiseh. anywae hope everythin will be fine on sunday!

hmm today is a prog packed day.
first thing in the morning...7am..woke up...went tampines for this newspaper collection thingy.. compared to the other time with leoz...this was so much better...quite fun also cos most of my team mates were dunmanians..anywae most of the ppl who turned up were dunmanians...apparently it is those dhsnpcc ppl gg for that dolphin conservation prog in cambodia.. haha so on.. oh ya jin4 bao4 eric was there too...again his deg of 38ness didnt change... as childish..jus abit muscular or i should say flabby? haha..ya it is the old eric.. alwas poking n slapping ppl... aiya yx jy y u all got meeting..if not we can collect papers together haha..

after tt hm n i had to cheong to buona vista for this discov camp briefing...we were late by 1/2 hr but its ok..better than waste money taking cab from bedok...luckily we didnt.. oh i guess the camp is filled with rjc ppl.. sian hope we'll not gg to work with them...some vj..didnt look friendly either... hope they will all choose the main campus..haha leave tj to the east campus.. watever..wan to work but lazy! haiya this camp 2 wks... at this moment hope i wont be chosen... very tired this holi....wanna rest

ok here comes the quite exciting part..was at cine..saw this huge crowd of ppl ..ya the idols were there..ppl were gg mad..hmm haha i was very calm..the idols are so short lo..tt slyv so tiny..lyk boyboy..not very handsome either..hmm..taufik was better..more man.. then ya the gals..forget bout them.. ya hm was excited over her slyv..while minjoo's taufik got her freaked out.. haha i was thinkin of my yxshu.. tall, charming, dimples, build...haha watever..

nx wk gonna be a bz and tiring wk.... got ez chalet...SPA... very very sick of everythin.. ok got to do my sino assignm le...

ya pw is finally out of my life. i hate being tied down by unrealistic stuff. sometimes its jus so miserable workin hard for somethin u really dun enjoy doing. Straight after promos, pw was all the way..wr was the most stressful part...OP was fine. cant be bothered anywae. Despite those erxin tasks we had to fulfil..im greatful for havin such great pw pals..i think ive got the best le...they are so cooperative, nice ppl. wanna thank them for their help tolerance. hope we can do well =)

no more pw..sense of emptiness...hai..jc life is so tiring..holis are finally here. i need a break. a long break. feel so numb. was talkin to a fren recently, realize tt its time for me to forget and get on life. no point thinkin of salvagin the past. now that i know his story, i should start anew. hahaz lang n hm was askin me tt day. hmm i should consider rite? hahaz let fate decide ba..

today was at yx house watchin mvp qing ren. its quite a nice show esp when yan xing shu is there..hes has the looks, dimples, built..haha wonder wat his character's lyk. but i believe in real life, tt type of guy only fuifil the looks part. i dun think hes a gd companion. probably a pisces.
haha tai zi is so seh. really a golden tortoise...but money cant buy everythin.

ahhhh wheres my ideal companion? haha sound so hua chi. anywae really need somebodi to fill up this emptiness..at least to think about.
later got zhiwei meeting.. very excited to meet them..

oh yea nx wks chalet! hmm clashes with dongqu..got to run both sides..anywae holiday la...heck. hope everyone stays overnite....time to really sit down to share stories n thots =)