• from strenous physical education (nothing but running non-stop every week. Just hope that the hot weather will melt the tracks and send lucky heights cracking down the slopes)
  
• to stressful math tut (mr low will bite our heads off when our test results come out)
• to good-for-nothing econs tut (with mrs low who can't wait to slack her time off by saying " ok i shall let u all do your group discussion. give you all time to clear ur doubts")
• to naggy chem lect (where tt lecturer -not sure of her name- will raise her soprano-like vocals at us. threathening to ruin our holis with chem make up)
• to the upcoming physics test which i do not see light at all with the topics to be tested
• to the friday physics spa which i shall freak out cos i always lose to time
• and lastly CO practices which i really dread especially when heavy workload is getting on my nerves. Tues fenzu is totally useless i hate to say but its the fact.we jus end off being wondering souls..going toilet so many times (ok whoever co-related ppl will kill me if they c this) Weds is better off but hai sometimes just do not have the mood to admire chinese music le.no warmth.just smell of wood.

Don’t Embark on a Cruise to Nowhere

"The only true measure of success is the ratio between what we might have been and what we have become." - H G Wells

In a book called, Your Roadmap to Success, John Maxwell defined success as a journey. Success is not a destination. It is ‘knowing your purpose in life, growing to reach your maximum potential, and sowing seeds that benefit others’.
When disaster strikes it does not matter. What matters is that you have lived and made a difference or that you are alive and are able to make a difference.

Some of us have been on a cruise to nowhere. You get on board a ship, it goes out to sea and travel in circles a couple of days. You dine on sumptuous meals, lounge around the pool, enjoy the shows and participate in organised activities A cruise to nowhere may be a fun way to occupy a few days of vacation time, but it’s no way to spend your life. How can you hope to fulfil your purpose and grow toward your potential if you don’t know what direction you should be going? To be a successful person, you need to identify a destination and sail toward it. It may not be a smooth ride, but at least you will get there, in good time.

Unsuccessful people can always find reasons for why they are not doing well. But successful people don’t make excuses, even when they can justify them. No matter what the circumstances, they make the best of things and keep moving forward.

This is the start of a new year.

Let’s: concentrate on one main goal
forget the past
focus on the future and
sow seeds that benefit others.

暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会 看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧 你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会 为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切 你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪 明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天 直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲 曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对 为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的坚决 ...

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台 每当天黑推开城门对着夜幕发呆 看着往事　一幕一幕　再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听着听着别人的对白 也许那些事情可以给我一个交代 你要的爱　我学不来　眼睁睁看情变坏　眼睁睁看情感慨

不能给你未来　我还你现在 安静结束也是另一种对待　当眼泪留下来 伤已悄在　分开也是另一种明白 我给你最好的疼爱是手放开 不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海 感情的污点就留给时间去漂白 把爱收进胸前左边口袋 最好的疼爱是手放开 不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪 感情就像候车月台　有人走就有人来　 我的心是一个车牌　写着等待

我把收音机打开听着别人的失败 哽咽的声音彷彿诉说着相同悲哀 你的依赖　还在胸怀　 我无法轻易推开　我无法随便走开 感情中专心的人容易被伤害