this was taken at ecp..jus b4 it rained..haha everybody looked exhausted..and not prepared for the SHOT! 

yeah post some of the dec street camp picz up here...this is my group~ FAIRY! haha look at our ticky..so nice..spent the whole sunday morning to make it..and not forgetting the kids! they are so adorable..haha the 3 fairies infront..those stars are made by me..abit out of shape..haha but they lyk can le...fairy all the way~ we are the champions =) 

its the last day of 2004... hmm thinking back...its a gd and bad yr for me..firstly, early 2004 sux..and i dunwan to think of it already...as the yr marched on..everything starts to turn for the better...im really thankful for that cause i really need some hope in life. now that everything is coming to an end..ought to take this time to reflect,show gratitude....or anything that is meaningful? yea i believe..

hmm tsunami..its depressing to see the yr ending with a tragedy...sad seeing ever rising death tolls..haven pls protect them~
it has been a satisfying year..but im not thinking correctly..i think evil thots have got on me..whoever ive offended b4, pls 4give me..really trying hard to tackle this evil mentality.. haven give me a chance~
most imptly, thank everybody for their faith, trust, concern, help.. esp my mum gdma goddad n bro~ good health everyone =)

haha jus came bac from camp..dsc is a camp for kids...my gp was fairy..haa the name sounded eerr in the beginning...but! in the end it emerged as the champion overall..haha thx to my leo peers arthur aka "ah tu", grace, qingyun, yuyan,weiwei~ they were fantastic..of cos the kids were too..they were obedient most of the time..haha..jus abit too loud.. very adorable wor...average age bout 8yrs.. poor arthur had to piggy back all of them when he only agreed to pig back 1...so shows muz always be fair to kids..if not they will protest ah.. haha ...anywae small things make them v happy also... bought them stickers..oh i was damn shock at the price stickers were so nowadays..is lyk 15pacs for $1! oh goodness..so cheap rite...i think i wan to go buy some to keep also.. ok its a tiring 2 days..but happy la overall...my gp is great~ oh oh then those kids wrote thank you cards for us...v touching sweet..cute~ haha..thanx..

ok ya jus now on the way home i was in a bad mood...regretted wat i said over the phone...first time i said v v wrong things in public...evil me..ok im sorry~

firstly, merry christmas to all of you..ya hope all ya dreams come true n hav a fruitful n happy yr 2005..

ahha...today i finally jie3 tuo1.. i think im so lonely these days..haven stepped out of bedok for lyk a wk..nobody cares bout me...hai...but tonight~ had a great chat with somebody wor..great listener,quite 体贴，充满爱心，充满关怀 的绝世好人。。。她就是月亮和猩猩的爱情结晶! 馨妹~ ok jus kding...no offence..chinese abit rusty...用词可能不恰当。it has been so long since i had a great talk over the phone..im so kelian...nobody calls me... haha ya the chat was great cos we counted down to xmas...n sang merry wonderful xmas songs over the phone wor..真是百年难得的一件盛事~ ok im so lame.. yx thanx k.

ok its xmas morning...life goes on as usual...but i really hope for some things.. oh ya i was watchin 大S promoting her new book on 美容..really learnt alot of things from it...shes really a 美容大王... from head to toe..not tt shes vain ba...who doesnt wan to be pretty rite..think its lyk a 基本的礼仪... ok heres some tips

1_dun wash your hair too often..if its not smelly..dun wash..of cos if u gel it...must wash..washing hair twice a wk is very fine.. shampoo will corode ya hair wor!

2_when u wake up every morning...dun wash your face! cos our face will secrete some natural oil ..tt is enough to protect ya skin for the day..GO NATURAL! of cos if u got 眼屎，must wipe la..those with v oily face jus rinse a little..then off u go for your date~

3_冲凉时，水的温度不可超过38dc... cos it will hurt ya pores somethin lidat...or if u wash up in high temp water...must end off with cold water wor..

blarblar...jus some examples mentioned above..of cos theres more lyk healthy sliming methods using 刮痧 n bust enhancement thru rubbing of a particular 穴道 or wat to do if u 失眠。very interesting。。...haha can find out more from me..

ok ya im crapping.. i think i should start protecting my skin from today...n my hair most important....haha hm gg to kill me...

ok this xmas i hope i`ll hav a smoothsailing yr ahead..n gd health n happiness for everybody. hai though i know nx yr is gg to be a mad one...my brain will be nothin but books..so kelian..~ haha jus finished watchin love storm..its quite nice..zaizai is v charming inside..but abit dumb in the sense v 不自动。。argh hes a gemini...anywae zaizai looks good on screen.. he shall be my new 老公 for now...sian im such a boring person rite...kill me

too long a blog...nitez...merry xmas la~take care all

Song of the Year

那麼透明一陣心悸那是你遺忘在鏡子前的香水瓶像故意　給了我想念你的溫柔陷阱滴一滴在枕頭上面　安靜的呼吸香氣再次讓我與清醒為敵閉上眼睛回想從前你總會靠著我沉沉睡去.

是玫瑰嗎還是茉莉我怎麼從不曾想過要去問問你原來我有那麼多地方不曾瞭解你聞一聞熟悉的氣息　卻變得神秘突然瞭解你離開我的原因關於生活你我之間的差異總以為不是問題.

终于，海王子得到了他心目中的大海。她的梦想虽然被灾难漩涡，但却交织着勇气与感动，看见爱情最真的守候。

突然觉得自己好寂寞，但不空虚。依然坚持着很多梦想，努力不懈地追求着。等待虽残酷，但无可奈何。可是，我也需要一个推动力啊。

彼女はあなたの同情を必要としない。気高く機狽ｷることを止めなさい。

haha i jus found out something quite surprising..my bdae is same as slys..muahhaha..hm ah dun jealous...ur jayrox too la..anywae hmm no big deal also...jus wow tt somebodi quite big in sgp has same bdae as mine..hmm does sly comes from kkh also? haha perhaps i slept in the cot he slept 4yrs earlier~ lame....wah so means hes a capricorn sia..we are jus cool goats..

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Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

http://www.quizdiva.net/bt/musical.jpg"> Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

ahhhh 5566 was on star awards~ haha my bro was tryin to figure out xie zhiz hairstyle..think hes gg for it if it suits..wor think renfus outfit today v weird..hmm 5566 concert over le ma? y are they here.. ok watever..time to get back to work..good nite

hey found this v memorable piece of work i did in pri5 i think..haha with my group which is green group..think its quite nice n fun...still remembered tt time myself rapping in class..hai y am i alwas doing such stuff? haha sec3 also got once.. 

yesterday i went for the MAD movement again..with hm..this time we got abit MAD at tt time..haha but of cos no worries..who cares bout that MAD lady rite..amina...
apparently, there was this manager who was quite hmm i will say AP...briefing only started lyk way 45mins later...then after the very very detailed briefing..we were challenged hmm questioned~ with v creative qns bout MAD movement..i was targetted anywae...ya then i didnt answer it well to her liking..ya then she went " I repeat again...MAD movement is..blahblah.."ya she was pissed..so she diao me while talkin..so i was jus doing her a favor and stared at her lo..
anywae i think the situation made i believe everyone there v MAD la...ok no anger...does no good to myself also.. oh fund raising yest was fine..i was abit talkative..haha received lotsa of gifts..some other ppl giving out facial cream...oh ya saw some ppl giving condoms too~ haha no la...is eye drops..haha...anywae weekends is not a gd time to do fund raising~~ too many ppl le..anywae thanx for not raining tt heavily..its was still a great day rite AMINA w/o yx..haha xinmei hope u had fun in malacca..monkeyrox =)

oh ya im quite happy today...found some "love" letters my frenz wrote to me! haha u know im referring to u! very happy to read them again..quite fun and hilarious =) n found some momorable stuff also..will post later..

okok im watchin star awards now~ haha ryu shi won is quite handsome lookin wor..haha hmm lyk bae yong jun...ryu looks v man...i lyk! quite unexpected that ryu is here~ ahhhh 715 is quite handsome today too..oh god hes 1.80+ le...good to be tall..guy must be tall anywae...if not condemn ah~ haha..oh man how did tt lee guo huang get into top10...v biantai lo..hai..watever sgp tv abit sad..

ok la go watch tv le...dunno whether 5566 will be on star awards..haha..renFu rox..hmm feel lyk buyin the 5566 calendar..but no money.

Your Beauty liesin Serenity. Calm, inspiring, and nearly always
level-headed. You have apeaceful appearance, people know they can trust you
and come to you for advice.You probably have a soothing and beautiful voice to
match you and you are seenas a mature, motherly figure. You don't show much
emotion which may make youappear emotionless and distant at times, but you
are most likely a veryempathetic individual. You keep your head in bad
situations and are calm even ingood ones. You probably wear more flowing clothing
in light pastel colors andone of your most beautiful feature is your smooth
and young face. Some peoplemay even be inspired simply by your presence, you
would make a great mediator ornegotiator as people know they can trust and count
on you for a peacefulsolution.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:

Element:Water, Wind Animal: Swan Color:
Blues, Greens, Pastels Song:Only Time by Enya Expression: Reassuring
Smile

Gemstone:Amethyst Mythological Creature: Elfin Kind
Planet: Neptune Hair Color: Light Blonde Eye Color:Blue

Quote: "Peace and trust take years to build and
seconds to shatter."

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just watch 康熙来了..its a show led by 蔡康永 and 徐熙娣..thats y its called..康熙来了. this show is very nice..esp when the invited guest is those interesting ppl..yest episode was wang ren fu~ oh i think he's a quite nice guy though he seems hmm on tv..doing some baoli stuff on zhang shan wei.... heyhey hes a lEo k..so ya gentleman..thru the show...got to know more bout him.. and i start to lyk this kind of person..haha..ok for 5566, i dunwan sun xie zhi liao.. anywae btw wang ren fu "hi" to me august this yr at marina prom though i was across the street....haha..
oh ya in the show...he mentioned bout himself hating the person he is on tv..cos on tv he has to do those funny...quite humiliating actions for the job..in reallife he isnt tt kind of person.. hes quite a family man..and harbor those thots tt once hes in luv, he will want it to last 4ever..get married blah..haha he and ji qin.. think they`ll get married sooner or later.. ok i know its a boring story..

oh jus realize..theres a new jc coming up..its called Innova Junior College..sounds weird rite..anywae its in the north..woodlands i think..1 Champions Way..wat a weird address too! ok this reminds mi of mjc..heard mjc isnt getting mani 1st intakers for nx yr..haha heard it was due to the word of mouth tt mjc hmm...

oh no..the holis are left with jus less than a mth...im v upset over it.. 9 wks holi..
1st wk-Pw
2nd wk- ezco
3rd wk- slack
4th wk- slack + cleaning up
5th wk- stared at some hw
6th wk - now....hai..tryin to get the momentum back to pia my hw..do some revision or wat

Oh man..i really hate yr 2 to start..getting phobia of tutorias...lect..test...examz...STUPID As
argh... since im a evil person..i better start reflecting, recognising my faults and solving them..ahh bad bad bad...i think im mad.

ok being mad reminds mi of the cip i did yest at orchard..hmm it was fine..but could have been better if it hadnt drizzled.. i think i need to do lyk 2 more sessions at least ba..to lyk hav a safe no. of hrs for the external part... for leo hrs..i think forget it le....i can never get 120hrs... im lyk onli 50hrs currently i think..long way to go and i cant afford to spend so much time on ccaz..and theres Syf...luckily its only 1 round so i believe i can stop cca by May... tuition scheme? my kid is lyk p5 nx yr..so cant possibly tutor him also.. and i wont wan a sat. session..ok im evil..

Im always not enjoyin my holis enuf... frenz are so fortunate..gg overseas...im always stuck in singapore..watever.. hai today in sch..already saw the timetable for term 1..sian.. n i saw the s-papers list...i think im nothing lo..i must stop all the stupid thots and buck up soon...

ok i think im a horrible person whos not gg back dhs for fenzu..hai..i jus hai..sorry. but i jus cant stand the sight of birds..ok i think this holi, i must spend more time with my granny...shes quite lonely.. and i better read more articles bout gp and econs..oh no...i haven met up with miss tan..i think shes going to kill me and target mi again nx yr..hmm holis jus bad...

ok enuf of grumbling..its dec..xmas..ya come up with a wishlist
1_the first thing i will buy for my new home n when i got enuf dollars...a lovely grand piano
2_hope i can still dl stuff for internet..cos im so poor..i cant afford anymore vcds..
3_K700! hmm if i didnt remember the model no. wrongly..the one with 41mb memory..wait for price to drop...hai...so long
4_some kind of monetary rewards..haha..strike 4D or GPA
5_fireworks on xmas...so can have a memorable one w frenz!
6_a smoothsailing 2005 for everyone..oh wat animal yr is it le?
7_good health for love ones

ok guess im not tt greedy..i think i can the most fulfil 1..cos the rest seems impossible 4ever or 4now.

im bored now..jus did some chem..hai..but haven completed...i think i jus go read shendiao..haha finally found the book in the lib..

its so hard to swallow wat u wish to say..either way is bad..when u say it out, u hurt or anger others..then the world will be mad at u.. when u don't...u suffer in silence.. the world continues evolving..nobody cares..evil triumph over good.. humans are so dumb..too afraid of facing their flaws..

hmm not in very good mood this wk..cos of some irritating stuff happening..ya went to work..hate the work im doing..hate the adults there..im not angry..just too bad anywae.. i think adults are too arrogant of their experience or watever supernatural powers they thot they should hav possessed, abuse their authority, seems so wei da~ but actually..

im startin to think of all this cos of some religion stuff my aunt recited to me.. i think i must first reflect on myself..im not a good person afterall..hope to abide by all those stuff...not forgetting my 惩罚 theory...i think im too easily affected by others..somethings i cant explain and i dun wish too..sometimes i jus think in a way that i dunwan myself to think of.. bad bad mood this wk..

i jus know the world is evil, including myself.. one can never get out of this state..