I do not have the aptitude required of the modules im taking.
It's not like A levels..where u can work harder and perhaps see some progress.
So what if im hardworking, i still get less than proportionate results.
But i have to carry on working harder. Cos it's my responsibility.
And i hate that idea. i hate that feeling. i hate to study.
hai, whats the point of saying all these here.
nvm..at least i feel better deceiving myself for tt moment.
Back to the grinding..
Don't worry, that determination i had during As is still with me.
But there are frustrating times where i need a breather.
There are happy things to fall back on but,
We have to face realities of both sides of life... eventually.
Nvm, bless me.
Take care everyone.
Good luck for exams.
