I asked myself if i really wanted that. When i received the parcel from moe, it did make my heart skip a bit and really ponder about 'what if i accepted the offer'. Months ago, i made up my mind that whatever the outcome was, i would not sign that bond. Fortunately, i was able maintain this stand till today. Despite attractive monetary benefits, i do not want to be in it forever and miss out the chance of challenging the corporate world. I feel that i am someone who prefers going through the hard way as i enjoy the satisfaction gained at the end of the day (if i were to succeed). I do not want the easy way out though handling stress is never my forte. Perhaps i am too ambitious but i guess it is just me . I do not want to give up the future i had planned long ago. Most of the people around me are quite supportive of my decision though it did disturb them a little initially. However, i hope they can understand as we have to look far in things and not indulge in present satisfaction. I guess my mum has to toil for another few more years before i can provide for her and pay off the debts we have accumulated over the years..hmm decade. Trust me, i will give you a luxurious life in 8 years time when i make my mark. jiayou!
