haha firstly can't help but say this. DHS is so wonderful this yr! did very well for syf. cos
DHSCO + DHSSB + DHSSE all got gold with honours. hmm not sure bout e dhschoir yet but i believe tt they got gold at least. so fantastic rite? can't stand it, we'll so musically talented.
oh and mj choir got gold too~ hahaz. not sure bout tj one yet.
well well. tjco - gold... its post-syf. feelings? hmm quite normal jus abit weird. hahaz i dunno how to describe..maybe e ppl around me hasnt recovered fr their sadness.
on stage: eh i was a little bit nervous. didnt play da1 mo4 v well. e front parts nv really play loud and precise enough. things got better towards e end. i feel tt our overall performance was ok considering tt this is competition. of cos it wasnt e best.
during e anouncem of results: eh was already expecting tt we're not gonna make it to honours so could take everything quite calmly. seriously feel tt our choice of song isn't v right + lack of unity amongst e sections i.e. music w/o life n passion. maybe there were but not everyone had tt feel. besides e seniors were saying tt we didnt do well at all. ( was kinda demoralizing ) . they said vj was flawless n they were better than HCI. after hearing tt, cant help but feel hopeless but happy since vj so many dhs talents. vj win also not tt bad.
anywae when e judge sort of commented on this CO ( i believe is tj ) whose song was imbalance in a sense tt e djy almost covered e other sections, most of us could sense tt we'll a gone le. n when HCI got honours, we knew it has come to almost an end. low possibility tt they give out 2 honours .. kinda surprised tt hci got it and not vj since my senior said they were flawless. though nv hear them play but believe they were esp after mj told me how vjco felt lyk dhsco earlier. e kind of warmth and sincerity towards music.
anywae e main pt is. e other jc selected for CO presentation is NJCO..oh man i was really shocked hearing this. totally unexpected. was thinking it should be vj if not by stroke of luck maybe us? hahaz. NJ jus pop out of nowhere..seriously want to find out where we have gone wrong. anywae doesnt really matter already. anywae tj only topped once ( dhsco topped all e way since this syf thingy started..haha cant stand it)..should we be expecting so much of ourselves?
after everything. was pondering wat happens if one day dhsco falls from top. refuse to think bout tt but it will come eventually rite? ttk won't always be there. quek? cant really depend on him. he has his own dreams. this is really scary. wateva, most imptly, must foster stronger bonds amongst seniors n juniors~hai im not doing my job well at all. full of guilt.
anywae its all over~ hope everyone is coping fine. e outcome doesnt matter as long we've tried our best. i believe tt everyone on stage, no matter which sch they were from, tried their best so no regrets! hmm this sounds v old fashioned. wat makes me happy bout this syf was being able to perform! n of cos e very funny reunion with dhsco members at SCH. so great seeing them feels lyk e old days. haha then szelang was so amusing. said " hey hey, for a moment vj is our rival k." then kesm was lyk giving us a "COP" look. damn funny la.
In life, big shots are but little shots that keep shooting! take care =)