ok had a mini shelling session by math teacher..though it was not at full momentum but we could feel his disappointment..he sort of blame himself for not teaching us well..trying hard to find out what went wrong..hinted tt we might be his last batch of students??!! It feels very ..i do not know how to describe..我很对不起他..and myself of cos.. all this while i know myself and why my grades deprove. what he said today made me really think hard on what i really want to achieve and wake up from some very wrong attitude-thinking that there is still a little sufficient time and not as enthu in learning compared to last yr ba..ok the fact is there is no more time to lose.no more time for personal probz.no more time for extra leisure.no more time to go an extra miles for anything.no more time to care too much about responsibility and passion. ok..lvn is still studying at this time le..he scares me but it makes me think.
i feel very 心酸 today.
ok i shall revive my gian pbun spirit and not let him down again.
