hmm not in very good mood this wk..cos of some irritating stuff happening..ya went to work..hate the work im doing..hate the adults there..im not angry..just too bad anywae.. i think adults are too arrogant of their experience or watever supernatural powers they thot they should hav possessed, abuse their authority, seems so wei da~ but actually..
im startin to think of all this cos of some religion stuff my aunt recited to me.. i think i must first reflect on myself..im not a good person afterall..hope to abide by all those stuff...not forgetting my 惩罚 theory...i think im too easily affected by others..somethings i cant explain and i dun wish too..sometimes i jus think in a way that i dunwan myself to think of.. bad bad mood this wk..
i jus know the world is evil, including myself.. one can never get out of this state..