oh no..the holis are left with jus less than a mth...im v upset over it.. 9 wks holi..
1st wk-Pw
2nd wk- ezco
3rd wk- slack
4th wk- slack + cleaning up
5th wk- stared at some hw
6th wk - now....hai..tryin to get the momentum back to pia my hw..do some revision or wat

Oh man..i really hate yr 2 to start..getting phobia of tutorias...lect..test...examz...STUPID As
argh... since im a evil person..i better start reflecting, recognising my faults and solving them..ahh bad bad bad...i think im mad.

ok being mad reminds mi of the cip i did yest at orchard..hmm it was fine..but could have been better if it hadnt drizzled.. i think i need to do lyk 2 more sessions at least ba..to lyk hav a safe no. of hrs for the external part... for leo hrs..i think forget it le....i can never get 120hrs... im lyk onli 50hrs currently i think..long way to go and i cant afford to spend so much time on ccaz..and theres Syf...luckily its only 1 round so i believe i can stop cca by May... tuition scheme? my kid is lyk p5 nx yr..so cant possibly tutor him also.. and i wont wan a sat. session..ok im evil..

Im always not enjoyin my holis enuf... frenz are so fortunate..gg overseas...im always stuck in singapore..watever.. hai today in sch..already saw the timetable for term 1..sian.. n i saw the s-papers list...i think im nothing lo..i must stop all the stupid thots and buck up soon...

ok i think im a horrible person whos not gg back dhs for fenzu..hai..i jus hai..sorry. but i jus cant stand the sight of birds..ok i think this holi, i must spend more time with my granny...shes quite lonely.. and i better read more articles bout gp and econs..oh no...i haven met up with miss tan..i think shes going to kill me and target mi again nx yr..hmm holis jus bad...

ok enuf of grumbling..its dec..xmas..ya come up with a wishlist
1_the first thing i will buy for my new home n when i got enuf dollars...a lovely grand piano
2_hope i can still dl stuff for internet..cos im so poor..i cant afford anymore vcds..
3_K700! hmm if i didnt remember the model no. wrongly..the one with 41mb memory..wait for price to drop...hai...so long
4_some kind of monetary rewards..haha..strike 4D or GPA
5_fireworks on xmas...so can have a memorable one w frenz!
6_a smoothsailing 2005 for everyone..oh wat animal yr is it le?
7_good health for love ones

ok guess im not tt greedy..i think i can the most fulfil 1..cos the rest seems impossible 4ever or 4now.

im bored now..jus did some chem..hai..but haven completed...i think i jus go read shendiao..haha finally found the book in the lib..